Sitting in my room, thinking about the past.  Thinking about you and I and what we had.  Remember our Sundays with breakfast in bed or even when we would lay on the floor side by side watching DVD.

Remembering when I was sick and you would take care of me and it was vice versa that was real.  One day I know we will find that place again but for now I'll just stay your friend. 

Being by myself is what I think I need.  time to clear my mind, body, and soul.  Finally time to think about me.  No one know how much I cry wishing I can turn the hands of time but as I always say my past determine my future.  My past has made me strong.  Made me stand up for what is right not wrong.  I wouldn't ket no one walk over me no more.  Hell no!!!  I cn finally see the light at the end of the tunnel.  I am hearing your voice telling me do it cause I can.  Yes YOUR VOICE.  You are in my heart through good times and bad.  I know you want the best for me as I want the best for you.

Right now I am just sitting in my room thinking what was and what will be and what can be and what shall be.  One thing though I know for sure I am not going to let no one put me down.  I am going to keep my head up and be the strong determine woman that I am.  The woman you admire and always say is a go getter.  Yes when I see something I want in life I go for it.  No one will stop me from getting what I want.  Even if I have to work day and night for it.

I am happy but will never settle for less.  I will always keep going for more and more as they are out there for me.